finally i graduated

yesterday, 2nd of June was the unforgettable day for me and friends. That day my school announced the announcement of graduation. One night before the day, my heart never stop working, it beat faster than usual, it means i'm so nervous. I tried to calm myself and my friends, we tried to be optimistic that we will pass! I never stop praying and talk to my self  'whatever it going to be, this is your toil and keep hoping to God'. 

I tried to think back, did I make any mistake when I did the national exams? 
I'm afraid. I'm so bad in science, i can't even promise to my self.


The day is coming, 2nd of June is coming.


My teacher told me and friends to come to School at 10 AM. 


at Home, i can't even relaxed.
i told my daddy that i'm so afraid, how come if i fail? should i suicide? hahaha kidding.
but, my daddy told me not to be afraid, he said "you're the number one".
and my mom said, "there's no story about my children fail on exam".
i felt blessed of having them in my life.

at SCHOOL.

I and all my friends were so NERVOUS.
we afraid if there's one or two of us fail on the exam, however, we entered this school together and we hope we can leave this school together. 

We began afraid again after share some jokes together, when we saw the faces of our teachers weren't very convincing. THIS IS THE TIME.
after giving some words, our teacher gave us envelope filled with letters of graduation. 
our headmaster said "please open the envelope together, who is graduating you can celebrate it together and who not graduating, you can crying loudly". NOT GRADUATING? WE BEGAN AFRAID AGAIN WITH THAT WORDS. WHO WILL NOT GRADUATING?


after all got their envelope. 
WE COUNTDOWN from 3 to 1.
3....2....1....

I opened it.
How surprised i am. 
the letter  saying that I PASSED.


I Hug my friends.
and i didn't saw that One of us were crying at that time.

Headmaster suddenly said.
"XAVERIUS JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL METRO PASSES 100%"
  
We can't even stop screaming.
We were so Happy and speechless.







so, from the first, all my teachers WERE JUST ACTING.
they're too cool to be actor. swear.

we got home happily and proudly said "I'm PASSED".

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5th June. TODAY.

we come back to school. NOW, with our parents.
today we will get the report and National Exams Score.
and maybe today were the last time we meet. 
it can called farewell party too.
Today wasn't the point but i'm so afraid of getting bad score.

my Dad accompanied me today though he's so busy with his Job. 
thanks, dad.

 I met my bestfriends, Lely, Fanny, and Grace.
 we sit together in a row and we watch the performances of our Junior, they were very excited to provide the best perform before we leave this lovely school.
My dad took some picture of me and my friends. 

 the TIME is coming up. 
it's time to me and my dad take the report. 

nervous was around. 

  finally, I got it. 
  i opened it. 
  i surprised.
  i can't believe i could got 9 on my national exams, esp on Indonesia language and English.
  but i'm so disappointed of getting bad on my science and math.

however it was. it's my toil. it's the best for now.
and you have to know!
I GOT THIS SCORE WITH MY OWN BRAIN not KEY-ANSWER. 
Proud of this.


and for the next step. I accept to be a student of one of great Senior High School in Jakarta with Lely.
you know now i live in a small city in Lampung province.
I know hard to be there, but i'm sure I CAN.

and to all my friends. don't afraid to face the separation.
it's not the END it's just beginning.

God bless me. 

:)